wuddd up?

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 19:01:16 GMT

well well well today is satuday. 2 days til my b/day, 3 til' permit. renee and rosalizzle are sleeping over tonight! i'm extremely estatic! yes, that is possible for me.

so according to megan layburn, ' i fell off the face of the planet.' yes, it did seem like that. and it did feel like that on the same note.

renee and i had a heart felt conversation last night. well we always do, but she said somethings that really made me think, and i love her for that. i don't know sometimes why people are my friends, seriously. i am such a bitch. i really don't get it. i have thee worst mood swings ever, i easily embarress people unintentionally, i dress like a freak from the 60's sometimes, and im just weird. i just don't get it. but yeah. i love them for sticking through it. and also katteeeee, i don't know what i would do without ya gurl, you're always there to talk to and know how to verbally destory you know who. thank you so much. now that that's said...

i saw fun with dick and jane or w/e the fucking title was. THE WORST MOVIE EVER. my borther thought it was funny, but he's 11. my sister sat there and texted her friends through the whole movie, i actually watched it. it had some funny parts, and some were just flat out mind-numbing stupid. i wanna see triston and isabell. maybe thats the title? not sure. it looks amazing :D. hostile= softporno/crazyguycuttingupppl. yeah stupid. i heard the ringer was good, but im not up for a movie making fun of mentally handicapped people, but im in a bad mood and i need a laugh, and it would be good because it's other peoiple other than me making fun of someone. i don't think that made sense and i'm too lazy to backspace.

i don't even know why i write in it this muchh? a whole like 2 people read it, and they probably don't even care. hahaha. studying for donahue's test.. not a possibiility. hahahaha i'm going to fail anyways. blehhh. i don't know. soo uhm i think i am going to steal kattees idea and friends only venting entry? we'll see.

later skidddos <333

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 22:27:24 GMT

so i've decided to revive my journal for the 1,000,000,000 time. yes that many. well right about now i'm about 12.4 seconds away from commiting suicide, no not literally. but it sure as hell feels like it. eh things just haven't been swingin' my way, persay. well, my birthday is on monday. happy sweet 16,to me. yeah, i know right.

well im going to stop being emo. well well well well well, im jammin' to some black sabbath, and chillen. i have to face paint. drama drama drama that's all i have to say. renee, rosalie, and i are having a fun, fun, fun sleep over for my birthday tomorrow night it will be amazing. i am way, way, way to excited. the events for the night are unbelieveable, literally. the human mind can not handle that much coolness. seriously. haha.

well, i have nothing else left to say. there's nothing to do. life sucks basically for me. it consists of SOR(gay), softball(gay), school(gay). yeah. well i'm going to find something i like to do, not what everyone else wants me to do because i am good at it, or what have you.

so, im going to go now. i'm bored. happy birthday danielle :(